L-O-neliness? a state of being alone just? nah !!! more than the real mean of it.. I have experienced it many times .. At time when my friends left me alone to study.. because 2 friends were busy with their wedding celebrations and remaining 2 were busy cause of shifting and i was all alone to say that "I am present" .. , to note down the lectures.. to see my cell again again during lecture that is there any msg for giggling .. to walk out/in alone from/in the class room ..alone to highlight all the topics for test.. FEEL the loneliness ....
And right now (at 2:21 am) like every night em in the same state of loneliness, which is created by myself... i was running away from my friends .. because i didn't want to share the feelings and change, which is now inside me after the break up of my engagement.. didn't want to show that now em not like the cool, chit chatter and jolly girl anymore with a fear that they make fun of me that "It is not You .. stop acting".. and for this i stopped myself to reply every msg of my friends or reply them with a delay, avoided to speak up in the gatherings and the things like that .. and finally accomplished the target .. now friends are here but no more gossips.. no more joke cracking ... It is damn true that friends (and family of course) are the only one who can K-ILL the L O neliness...!!!!!
And right now (at 2:21 am) like every night em in the same state of loneliness, which is created by myself... i was running away from my friends .. because i didn't want to share the feelings and change, which is now inside me after the break up of my engagement.. didn't want to show that now em not like the cool, chit chatter and jolly girl anymore with a fear that they make fun of me that "It is not You .. stop acting".. and for this i stopped myself to reply every msg of my friends or reply them with a delay, avoided to speak up in the gatherings and the things like that .. and finally accomplished the target .. now friends are here but no more gossips.. no more joke cracking ... It is damn true that friends (and family of course) are the only one who can K-ILL the L O neliness...!!!!!
Hmmm cute little girl: we are never be alone, cause Allah Is always with us, He Is only One Who love us more than any one, so He never leave us.
ReplyDeleteShare your all feelings with Allah, ask Him for help and move on, by doing this believe me you will feel OK and satisfied. And one thing I must say about those who leave us, that they are not worthy for us thats why we Allah put off from our lives. Have courage, try be happy, do not regret past have faith that there will be more happiness are waiting for your near future... :)
Do not abandon your self to friends, in this way you will become more tense... :) Sorry if I hurt you any way.... Be happy for those who love you most and those want you see smiley. :)
Stay Blessed
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ReplyDeletewe are never be alone, cause Allah Is always with us, He Is only One Who love us more than any one, so He never leave us.[agree]
This feeling makes me able to look fwd n think positive ..
Umm..
ReplyDeleteHad a Break-up..?
Then don't let it take over you but instead you should run over it.
Pick up your phone and txt all your pals and plan a party asap.
Get back to life more strongly than before.
And be lonely but don't feel lonely.
One could feel lonely in a crowd or feel company in solitude.It's all about your feelings.
So JUST don't feel lonely.
Yup .. had a break up last year [15 March]..
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ReplyDeleteI agree with Asma. She's right!
ReplyDeleteDont feel lonely, find an activity. Do anything that makes you happy. Get a hobby!
Cheers :D
@hamza.. hmm ryt but its not dat much easy but at same time its not impossible as well to erase such type of memories!..=]
ReplyDelete@maryam .. thnkx for comment , n yup searching a job ..=]
I hope you feel better soon.I went through a bad patch in my life too. Namaz and religion helped me a lot at the time. And tell yourself...This too shall pass.
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