L O neliness

L-O-neliness? a state of being alone just? nah !!! more than the real mean of it.. I have experienced it many times .. At time when my friends left me alone to study.. because 2 friends were busy with their wedding celebrations and remaining 2 were busy cause of shifting and i was all alone to say that "I am present" .. , to note down the lectures.. to see my cell again again during lecture that is there any msg for giggling .. to walk out/in alone from/in the class room ..alone to highlight all the topics for test.. FEEL the loneliness ....

And right now (at 2:21 am) like every night em in the same state of loneliness, which is created by myself... i was running away from my friends .. because i didn't want to share the feelings and change, which is now inside me after the break up of my engagement.. didn't want to show that now em not like the cool, chit chatter and jolly girl anymore with a fear that they make fun of me that "It is not You .. stop acting".. and for this i stopped myself to reply every msg of my friends or reply them with a delay, avoided to speak up in the gatherings and the things like that .. and finally accomplished the target .. now friends are here but no more gossips.. no more joke cracking ... It is damn true that friends (and family of course) are the only one who can K-ILL the L O neliness...!!!!!

Lemme feel High..

Jay sean song's lyrics:

Baby Are yOu dOwn?

Yup.. em So down.. !!
lemme feel high ..
and for that.. i really want some rOses this time :P :P

A Feel Of You..

Makes me..
Dance on my heart beats..
Makes me ..
Pass an innocent smile ..
Makes me..
Running out of words..
Makes me..
Feel " I am beautiful "..
Makes me ..
Cry lonely like a new born baby..
Makes me ..
Hide you from the entire world ..
Makes me ..
Do a wish for and of you..
Makes me..
Blush, even in loneliness..
Makes me ..
Crazy... at times..
Makes me ..
Understand the high talks (Quotes, poem etc..)
Makes me ..
Hopeless - (with a think of losing you)
Makes me
Understand the word "nothing" without You..
Makes me
Quiet ..even when i have a rush of words to say..

So.. No doubt that.. Love just happens unintentionally..
But sometime..
It happens to survive the relationships... !

FUn T!me

Fun time mostly done by pulling the leg of others but have you ever tried to make fun of your self ?

I know the answer will - Big No- .. we really want a laugh break in such a tough and rough life, So just do it now right after this post:P..
I want to know is it hard for us? or is it easy?- like in case of others it is.
so what are you waiting for ? ;) thinking?? .. make a fun of yourself:P

It will not only make the reader laugh but also make you realise your personality traits specially the negative one ..

Well its hard for me to give u ppl example that how u can do it :P well lemme try ..
Except making fun of my long nose lemme try something new =D hmm.. well em deaf O_O not naturally but still =D Like mostly in kithcen my mum give me instructions that do this and that , and i nod my head with out paying attention and right after few minutes i ask about the same thing which makes my mum mostly out of her senses :P =| * sorry mum* ^_^

so dont smile lonely:P ..make me and other readers laugh hard: by making your fun ..
A challenge for u .. yes You :P

-Xtra T!me-

New year ? is it in real a NEW year ? Its basically a extra time to accomplish your goals or to correct the mistake which you have done in past.. For instance its like that extra time, which teacher gives you sometime when you out of breath in the examination by a fear that you can't complete your paper on time. So this year is basically a extra time to make yourself and your deeds complete with perfection to get A Grade not by people but by the creator-Allah!